I’m so fucking nervous. Court is next Wednesday. It’ll be the first time I’ve seen my mom since thanksgiving. I have no idea what to expect. I’m pretty sure my dad will win the case, but just seeing her is going to fuck up my head. And what’s going to happen if he does win? Am I going to lose my own mother forever? At least afterwards, I can finally get on medication. Happy pills better work. I’m too overwhelmed.






